Phoenix

 -I tried today to make my life

-no real friends, no real spouse or partner, little real family contact, no real work

-I placed a Bid on Trade Me for an Australian Federal reprint of X-MEN

-in 1985 I was similar to being Mentally unwell

-I broke windows around the neighbors' homes with an AXE. And nearly hit my grandmother on the head with it

-I went to the local Pych Ward

-the Matron was JANE FRANCE

-no / FREE FROM

-FRANCE / PHOENIX

-FRANCE / ALONE

-FRIENDS

-TV FRIENDS like Monica wife

-Pope FRANCIS

-FRIENDLY Neighborhood Spider-Man partner

-JENETTE Kahn

-FIANCE

-FIANCEE

-LANE

-one time in that Ward that time I tried to runaway

-the Police picked me up blocks away

-a Nurse in that Ward said she would buy me a comic

-but the one she bought me was an Australian Federal reprint of Marvel stories when I liked DC Comics

-so I saw that same Federal issue on Trade Me so tried to buy it to set off this

-the day I came home from the Ward. I was standing in my bedroom

-for several seconds my body VIBRATED and I went BLIND

-about 1988 I went to a Flea Market at my old Primary School

-I got a pile of valuable X-Men comics there for almost nothing

-they were around but not the one of the key storylines of that series

-Dark Phoenix

-DARK / BLIND

-ARABIAN / VIBRATING 

-one morning about 1992 that I that day was going to buy Cher's Greatest Hits I had a dream

-of an original super-heroine costume. But looking like the costume of one of Night and Fog

-that morning I heard on the Radio Charles and Diana were going to SEPARATE

-in the X-Men comics I got at the Flea Market they were around the issue member Phoenix gains too much power. She loses control and wipes out some of space

-my body vibrated and I went blind the day I came home from the local Psych Ward

-the windows had been replaced

-like me destroying space and it is replaced

-smashing the neighbors' windows with an axe is strange

-I would have got the idea from Friday the 13th films. About a deranged killer who goes on a trail of killings. Like me going around the local houses with an axe

-like meaning I kill / END any real friendships